dota night for me

another crazy day in the life of our unsuspecting character, Kiwi Vergara..

phew!what a long day.yeah, i'm tired. this day sucks. i almost played dota for most of the day and the sucky part is that i lost all the games..bad trip.im bad at dota, im getting fat and my writing sucks, or at least i feel my writing does suck.i feel like im the most unlucky person in the world with the things that happened to me the past days. i'm single, i'm sad,i'm broke, i'm getting fat, i don't feel that what i'm writing is interesting at all, and most of all, i suck at the game i love to play.i wish all the sadness would just go away..i guess i'll eat again

biglaan

another crazy day in the life of our unsuspecting character, Kiwi Vergara..

Nandito nakaukit pa rin sa puso ko,
Nang sabihin mong wag na lang.
Nandito nakatatak pa rin sa isip ko,
Kung paano mong tinalikuran ang lahat.
Kay bilis ba't umalis, nakakamiss
Na bigla lang di ko man lamang nalaman
Na mawawala,
Na bigla lang di mo man lamang naisip
Na idahan-dahan.
Hindi ako sanay sa biglaan,
Unti unti na lang sanang nawala.
Hindi ba natin kayang magkunwari,
at sabihing sige na lang
Hindi ba natin kayang dayain,
Ang mga yakap sa tuwing lumalambing
Kay bilis ba't umalis, nakakamiss
Na bigla lang di ko man lamang nalaman
Na mawawala,
Na bigla lang di mo man lamang naisip
Na idahan-dahan.
Hindi ako sanay sa biglaan,
Unti unti na lang sanang nawala.